Today was great… such an improvement from the last two days. Woke up happy, so happy and cozy! Did a shoot with Chelsea Belflower and it was overall what I needed to clear my mind. We ventured out in dry shoes and came back with soaked feet trying to cross a ridiculous creek to get to this kind of weird island? It was surrounded by almost a moat. Weird. Worth it though… privacy for a shoot is worth it. I’ve gotten over being distracted or nervous shooting in public, but privacy is always nice. Today was my first nude shoot. I felt pretty good about it. Then it was sushi time and some good conversation.

Stress causes you to have major migraines, throw up, and cry like a baby in front of one of your bosses. Stress is good… but not stress like that and I let myself go overboard. It’s not worth it. Still have a ton of stuff to do in the next couple weeks. I will get it done though. I will I will!

I would say that I suppose I’m an obsessive person… but only when it comes to one thing… that thing is my photos. I am obsessive with perfection, although I know they can always be better of course. I am constantly learning and I constantly want to be learning. This is why I’ve chosen this as a career. I am easily bored and looking for a challenge and this is what I want to be challenged by. I want to obsess over it. There is nothing that makes me feel more alive.

I don’t want to turn 22 this year.

Alright Passion Pit… you got my attention!

I am lucky. I am lucky to have my family, my friends, the people in my life, my job, my home, being content. I am lucky for that… but I don’t ride on luck alone. I have worked so hard to be where I am now and I will continue doing so till the end of my days. I don’t believe in giving up. I don’t believe in luck for something like this. You create your own future. You pave the path to the road you will take.

I’m ready to get back on track tomorrow. This weekend is going to be so nice.

Spring… can you hear me? When are you coming back? I miss having my window open, hearing the birds chirp, and wearing tights.